The past month.... not how I wanted. The plan was to leave quickly- no friends, no fun. Leave but never go back to Burma.
I did not go to class and went out to see what this town had to offer. Went to a club and drank. Never smoked before until a few months ago. Do not mind it, but it just kills time and makes people leave me alone. But he did not. SUGAR FAERIE. I did everything to drive him away, but he was like a moth and I was the flames. He would leave until I danced with him.... Fucking SUGAR FAERIE!
SUGAR FAERIE...
I crossed into him again... at school. He looks like a girl on purpose. I don't like that... but he won't leave me alone. He's full of energy and likes to talk. He annoys me to no end... until he smiles. His smile is beautiful. It is warm... he is warm. It makes me relax, like I can confide in him and he will listen.
But can I do that? Trust someone like that?
He's a prostitute....
I'm Eric Da Dong, internet porn model....
Forgive me mother, for all the wrong I have done so far.